VINTAGE ♥
Thursday, June 02, 2005
haii..
Haii...just watch 'CHASE' ya..the show...very sad show...gabriel (utt) ya he waited for this girl since he was in secondary school..ya..like crush that kind of thing..ya...then the girl say like wat about 10 years time from then...and see whether she will accept him or not...(i DUNNO how to put it into sentence )..ya..then ten years have pass..and they met...they like fell in love ...and in the end the girl flying off to i dont know what country..so gabriel(utt) tried to meet her at the airport..but it was too late...yup..then..guess wad gabriel(utt) say that he will wait another 10 more years...the moment i hear that i was like wah...then me like wanna cry...serious !..you should watch it ...cant help it..but to lock myself in my room for a few minutes..and tears just roll down..i thought about my life for awhile...i thought about him...i just dont know..its like all the sad things just pop out...haii..now feeling terribly heart broken..and sad...haii...and worse whenever when i am feeling this i rather be alone..but there goes my parent...they just dont allow me to watch the tv...sucks...feel like running away..i feel like nobody in the house need me...i feel so adopted*...i feel so haii...i just want my freedom and my own life..i just dont want you parents to interfere...i know you care for me but not this way...its just not right...im no longer the olden aged children...i want my own life...just leave me alone for one...you guys dont understand me at all...parents just...haii...nevermind...just leave me ALONE
can you` love me please
i just want to be love for once
MAYBE im right.
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